Music Monday [Busted Heart]

The debut song For King and Country was chosen for my post this week for very personal reasons.  It has become my anthem song.  I am living in days where I need Someone to cling to.  


Winter has come back again
Feels like the season won't end
My faith is dying tonight
And I won't try to pretend

I've got it all figured out
That I don't have any doubts
I've got a busted heart, I need You now
Yeah, I need You now

Hold on to me, hold on to me
Don't let me lose my way, hold on to me

I am the wandering son
Your love is never enough
I keep chasing the wind
Instead of chasing Your love

I'm screaming out Your name
Don't let me fall on my face
I've got a busted heart
I'm in need of a change, yeah, I'm desperate for grace

Hold on to me, take all of me
Don't let me lose my way, hold on to me

Broke Your heart a thousand times
But You've never left my side, you have always been here for me
You never let me go, You never let me go
Don't ever let me go

Hold on to me, hold on to me
Don't let me lose my way, hold on to me
Hold on to me, take all of me
Don't let me lose my way, hold on to me

Until it comes to an end
Soon this season will end
I'll surrender tonight
You meet me right where I am 


These lyrics were delivered to my heart at just the right time.  To make a long story short, I had a huge bout with doubt last week.  And it hit me hard.  In my busted heart, God moved circumstances and rallied some good friends to come to my aid, to confirm His calling and to let me know that He will not let go.  On that day, all I could do was breathe and repeat "Hold on to me, God!"  I find comfort in the knowledge that He won't let me lose my way, even when I stray.  God pursues us in ways that are best, but also so loving and creatively it blows me away.  If you are in a difficult season, hold on to God. He is holding on to you too!